Goodbye For Now

After moving on with Mr. Kramphilla, there’s this one guy I’ve gone gaga about. (haha!) Looking back now, I could say it was more of an infatuation. But nevertheless, I decided to put here what I have written for him when I have decided to forget him; plainly because I was touched reading it and knowing I have written such words at a young age, short it may be.

This one is for someone I named Mr. George Phyll Randal. If you have noticed, I have used nicknames ever since. That is because I don’t want my cover to be blown. As I have said in my first blog, some of these letters just went into my shoeboxes and never had the chance to be read. Again, I forgot the exact date this was written but if my memory serves me right, I guess this was written sometime on January 2004.

George Phyll Randal,

I love you but time didn’t allow us to realize and develop that feeling until it’s too late. I’m having a new relationship but it doesn’t mean that I don’t love you anymore. If only I know where I stand and if I have a special place in your heart, then I would gladly wait for the right time even if it takes forever. But I don’t know who I am to you and if I meant something in your life. So goodbye for now… And I’m sorry if I can no longer wait. But I love you, remember that.